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Fri, 23 Jun 2006 07:32:34 GMT

Ive now moved my blog and stuff to MySpace

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Monday, February 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 03:57:00 GMT

Well...the Superbowl is over and the Steelers are the XL champions. I was checking the forums to see the opinons of the game and I was aghast....some team even considered the Steelers fans the "Best Fans" because they had a ton of them there, and also called the Steelers "Amercia's Team" because of that. So, I wrote a little blog of my own concerning the game:

Im suprised that no one has said it yet, but this game was a sham. The Seahawks were robbed time after time this game by the awful refereeing. Im even suprised they didn't let the Matt Hasselbeck "fumble" stand. But I guess you can't overturn the uber blatently obvious! Pittsburgh seriously played an awful game and were outplayed on both sides of the ball. They just needed a few momentum turners from the refs to get a jump start to win this game.
In my opinion, they were given this game before it even started. It was the worst Super Bowl I have ever seen and Im not even a Seahawks fan. Because it sucks to see a team be handed a super bowl win instead of them earning it. But I guess the NFL is at no loss..it will make a killing from this victory. No wonder there were 90% Pitt fans there. And no, its not because they have the best fans...they just happened to have 80%+ more fans than the Seahawks fans. I do agree that they are America's team though...because it's just like typical America to NOT earn its victorys.

So yeah, I said it. America is full of cheating. Cheating on tests in school, cheating in business, cheating in politics, cheating in marriage, you name it, most of America cheats at it. We even have a "Desperate Housewives" and "Friends" show to promote and glorify it in what are supposed to be 'healthy and loving' relationships. God hates cheating because depending on the situation, its either lying or stealing. And im not even going to say that I've never cheated on anything before because then I'd be lying. But there is a point where the problem can be ignored or neglected so much that it becomes an epidemic and is much of an afterthought as brushing your teeth.
Let me also mention the awesome heroes, historical figures, companies, and role models for cheating. Donald Trump, George W. Bush and administration, Bill Clinton, Thomas Jefferson and many of the other 'founding fathers', name your Hollywood Movie or Pop/Rock Star, Lance Armstrong (not on sports but on his X-wife), name your baseball/olympic athlete, Enron and all of the other CEO's who have screwed their share holders and employees, the NYSE, pick any credit card company or non-credit union bank, the Federal Reserve, the U.S. Judicial, Legistlation, and Executive branches.

Yeah, seems like we have a problem with cheating in this country. I hate it. I'm sorry that I've even cheated on a test before. But why cheat? What is gained from it? Whatever it is, its not worth risking our souls for petty gain.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 14:02:42 GMT

Last night I was watching TV with my dad. We watched a few shows concerning dictatorships, tyranny, etc, and I think that may be a good lesson for next week since I'll be teaching in place of Michael since he will be going to Arkansas. I think it is also a great subject since we are facing the same issue in this country. Anyways, one of the things that I remember my dad saying was "I wish there were a hell for people like him". I was like "umm.........there is." I mean, you have to be kidding me right? YOU don't know that there is a hell? Why do people even say "Go to hell" then? Doesn't everyone wish their enemies to go there, pretty much? Either way, DON"T GO THERE!...I wouldn't wish it on anyone but I understand that Hell does have it's purpose and it is only God who can determine if someone deserves to be there or not. We all deserve to be there, in reality, it is just his Mercy and Grace that has rescued us from it when we trust in Jesus for Him dying for our sins..
I know what it's like...believe it or not, ive been there spiritually (I acutally had a vision and out of body experience) and it was the Lord who saved me from it.. And I don't know if it's neglect, or simple blindness. After all, the Lord says he leaves many in the dark and allows Satan to blind their minds because they run from Truth, Light, and Love....or, in other terms, Him. This was the case with Saul until the Lord came to him, blinded him physically, took his blindness (both spiritual and physical) away and said "You are now Paul".

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2 Corinthians 4:4
Satan, the god of this evil world, has blinded the minds of those who don't believe, so they are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News that is shining upon them. They don't understand the message we preach about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God.

Job 9:24
The whole earth is in the hands of the wicked, and God blinds the eyes of the judges and lets them be unfair. If not he, then who?

Psalm 81:12
So I let them follow their blind and stubborn way, living according to their own desires.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 15:50:24 GMT

Wow..its been quite a while since I've posted. Well, I had a nice vacation and have been pretty busy these past weeks. I taught a Sunday school class at Inglewood, taught a men's Biblestudy at Dallas First Church and have been getting my stores done for Subway Development. I guess that's it :).

Matthew 6:24
"No one can serve two masters. For you will hate one and love the other, or be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.

John 13:34
So now I am giving you a new commandment: Love each other. Just as I have loved you, you should love each other.

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 03:01:16 GMT

There is a place that we don't like to talk about. There is a place we all fear to go.
There is a place we don't want anyone else to see. There is a place that would make us shudder cold.
It's the place we try to run from. The place we try to cover up.
The place we always return to. The place where death is part of us.

"Stop running!" I here from Him, "Let me light the cold within".
"Don't fear, I love you so, walk with me and we will grow."
"The hell that is within, is the chains of dreaded sin."
"If you will believe in Truth, He will care for and comfort you."

"The grass is greener on my side. The water is pure and quenching."
"My bread will never let you hunger, My wine will never make you stumble."
"I'll pick you up, for beauty holds the love that I have for you."
"Life is my desire, Grace is my choice, and only my Love is True."

-A Christmas present from our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 22:21:05 GMT

MSNBC Reports:
President Bush urged against any delay in Senate action. “The Patriot Act is essential to fighting the war on terror and preventing our enemies from striking America again,” he said in a statement. “In the war on terror, we cannot afford to be without this law for a single moment.”

-Im sure many think Im crazy when I say this, but the "Terrorists" are our allies. It was the Saudis who were "responsible" but I know that the government had their hand in 9-11 like the monkey who won't let go of the seed. Why else would they let the Bin-ladins (Osama's family members) out of the country? I believe the Patriot Act is actually the 'Prejudice Act'. Not against terrorists, but against regular citizens. This stinks of KGB and Nazi tactics and I believe we are soon headed towards a facist state. All it will take is one more staged tragedy and one more group of scape goats to blame it on: Those who will not recognize the State as their God.
I'll just finish by saying that I wish most Americans understood what the Star symbolizes...especially in Masonic and Illuminati culture.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 00:43:09 GMT

The cowboys win!.......that is soooooooooooooo lame! Lol! Yeah, Im a Redskin fan which automatically makes me an anti-Cowboy fan. But next week is Redskins vs. Cowboys so they have a chance to go ahead of them in the playoff race since the Skins won the previous meeting. They really need to win their last 3 games because they can't count on chump teams like Kansas City (they choked against the Cowgirls today) to help them out with wins against the Cowboys. So....may the best team win!
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This is something I need and want to work harder at, so I pray that the Lord will give me the help:

Mark 10:42-45
⁴²So Jesus called them together and said, "You know that in this world kings are tyrants, and officials lord it over the people beneath them. ⁴³But among you it should be quite different. Whoever wants to be a leader among you must be your servant, ⁴⁴and whoever wants to be first must be the slave of all. ⁴⁵For even I, the Son of Man, came here not to be served but to serve others, and to give my life as a ransom for many."

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 14:24:45 GMT

This morning I was just watching the news on the weather to see if it would be safe to go and evaluate my stores (im a field consultant/inspector for Subway Development) and it doesn't look like it so I'll have to reschedule. I don't mind driving in a little ice, I can handle it since my dad lived up north and taught me how...but I sure as heck don't trust Texans to drive in a little ice ! Im sure I'd be fine, but I don't mind rescheduling for when it's nicer out. Great! Now I have a Texan accent running through my head!

Well, while I was flipping through the channels I came across the 700 club with Pat Robertson talking about Iran possibly aquiring nuclear weapons and using them against Israel. Robertson somehow thinks it should be the U.S.'s and United Nation's job to deal with this...not Israel's. He also shows this character of despair and fear when he talks about it. In other words, this guy's opinionating and leadership is awful...I can't beleive the lack of faith in God he continues to show day in and day out. Again, he claims to be a Christian but I truly beleive he is a wicked politician...he has just said to many things that are faithless. Especially that call for the assassination of the Venezuelan president.
But, for example, lets look at the situation here:
    1. Iran hates Israel and its dictator said he wants it to be 'wiped off the map'
    2. Israel is the promised people of Yaweh, no matter what happens or has happened to them, God had either allowed it or brought it on himself. God has the right to punish Israel in any way he sees fit, but he also promised they will never be wiped out or exiled again after they were brought back into their land. It's not going to happen.
    3. We also must remember that Israel isn't the perfect nation because they are God's promised people...they have yet to accept Christ as their messiah. This will be taken care of when Israel calls out for Jesus when they will be invaded and attacked by the armies of ALL nations of the world...not just Iran or some Muslim country. Its going to happen and no one will be able to stop this. But why the despair? Yeah, it should be scarey if you know Christ is coming back soon and aren't ready.

I think Pat may think that this nation is a Christian nation and it would be 'our' duty to protect Israel. And he is totally wrong. God will use this nation to protect Israel if he see's fit...it's not our choice. And Pat has misled others into this ideaology and thus he is a false prophet, because the US is not a Christian nation by any means. If we were, we wouldn't have any greedy, homeless, sick, or imprisoned people. Our Christian forfathers wouldn't have had slaves, wouldn't have committed tons of adultery (which still goes on today), wouldn't have developed a capitalistic government based on greed, extortion, and swidling...etc. We woudn't be so selfish and proud. Everyone would be healed and we would all be happily living in the Utopiad States of Americhristian! Im not blaming everything on them, but it just seems like so many people have the wrong idea of what Christianity is and try to base it on what the forefathers did...guess what? What if they were?! What does that have to do with the individual walking in Christ?    Christ said that his kingdom is not of this world and that he is not an earthly king. So Pat, it is painful to say this, but you have to choose either between America or Christ. You have to lose your life here on earth in order that Christ may save it. We all have to. However, the rewards and peace of heaven are far far far worth it.
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http://www.tnr.com/doc.mhtml?i=w051031&s=karshmiller103105

John 12:
²³Jesus replied, "The time has come for the Son of Man to enter into his glory. ²⁴The truth is, a kernel of wheat must be planted in the soil. Unless it dies it will be alone--a single seed. But its death will produce many new kernels--a plentiful harvest of new lives. ²⁵Those who love their life in this world will lose it. Those who despise their life in this world will keep it for eternal life. ²⁶All those who want to be my disciples must come and follow me, because my servants must be where I am. And if they follow me, the Father will honor them.

Revelation 16:
¹⁴They are spirits of demons performing miraculous signs, and they go out to the kings of the whole world, to gather them for the battle on the great day of God Almighty.

¹⁵"Behold, I come like a thief! Blessed is he who stays awake and keeps his clothes with him, so that he may not go naked and be shamefully exposed."

¹⁶Then they gathered the kings together to the place that in Hebrew is called Armageddon.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 03:01:18 GMT

Last night I was googleing for stuff to write for the second biblestudy lesson I'll teach and I came across this very instersting and informing testimony about Satan and evil spirits. Here is the page:

http://www.takehisheart.com/religiousspiritpythonsatan.htm

Anyways, I ended up having a dream last night that I believe had something to do with it. It was strange...but I envisioned that I was, or somehow in a first person perspective of this warrior who, by himself, went to defeat some enemies. The warrior had on knights armor and was armed with a sword. The place he went to was a blueish cave that had technological things in and around it. Well, as the warrior went along, he confronted a few minons who were working for the enemy of the warrior. I can't remember what happened there but afterwards, I went to a third person perspective. The warrior found a large door that was an entrance to part of the cave that had a pool. He entered the area and was then confronted by 2 large leviathans (they looked almost exactly like Mosasaurus:
http://www.copyrightexpired.com/earlyimage/prehistoriclifebeforekt/ng_mosasaurus.html ).

Anyways, it was apparent that the warrior could take them at his size, since they were at least 10 times bigger but the strangest thing happened. The warrior turned into one and attacked the other two...tearing the first one in half and the with a bit of a struggle, defeating the second. Unfortunately, a third was lurking under the water and attacked the warrior/leviathan and did some pretty bad damage as it was leaving. The warrior/leviathan then dealt with the third and came out of the water back in the warrior form. The warrior was lying with his back up against a large rock that was there while the 2 minions from earlier rushed to see what had happened. The skin and the armor on the warriors legs was completely ripped off...it was just muscle showing. But for some reason, the minions decided to help the warrior heal and gain strength. After that, the dream stopped and I gained consciousness.

A few things come to mind when I reflect on this dream. First of all, the warrior attacked the serpents which were ruling the minions...but he also turned into what it was attacking in order to defeat them. What was the warriors motivation for doing this? And why didn't he attack the minions?
Secondly, after being terribly wounded, the minions decided to help the warrior. Was this out of awe, or fear of the warriors power, or out of sympathy, or thanks, or maybe a combination of each?
I believe that the serpents were symbolic of Satan. After all, since my first OTB lesson is about the Kingdom of Heaven, God gave me the idea to do the second about the Kingdom of Hell. And Satan is described in the Bible as a leviathan, dragon, and serpent...all things the mosasaurus could be described as. Lastly, the technology in the cave somehow reminds me of corporate America. I can't think of anything else it would represent. And today I have been getting very strong thoughts about what corporate America has done to the people of the entire world.
I watched the news about how a lady is struggling to feed her kids healthy food. She is in a battle with TV commercials that bombard junk to kids. The kids have no chance but to go with what's on TV...they don't have the capacity to stand up to such advertising and propaganda. These are multi-million $ businesses that research what kids are susceptible to...consciously and subliminally.
Also, with all the scandals and corruption going on in the federal government, it is totally apparent that we are being duped with this possible 'bird flu' pandemic. Why does it come out now when the thing has been around since 1997 and has done the same thing then, as it is doing now? They don't have enough information on it except, basically, that it exists and a few people have died from it. Why then the big scare...and even the term 'pandemic'? I think it's due to several things:
1. Diversion - I believe its a diversion to distract the public away from the war which is obviously something that God will punish us for if we don't do something about it. It is evil, as it was created to benefit certain American corporations and people.
2. Business - In the 1990's Donald Rumsfeld was chairman of the company Gilead that has created Tamaflu..the drug that is supposed to supress the symptoms of the bird flu. The stock of the company has gone up significantly since the reports of bird flu surfaced.
http://money.cnn.com/2005/10/31/news/newsmakers/fortune_rumsfeld/
3. Terror - Terrorizing the people has been a major propaganda tool of this administration. First, the terror attack levels through the media, now, the bird flu threat. I like what this guy said about it. However, Im slightly fearful due to reason #4.
http://www.mercola.com/blog/2005/oct/18/avian_flu_epidemic_scare_is_a_hoax
http://www.usatoday.com/news/health/2005-10-08-flu-pandemic_x.htm
4. Destabilization - with the administration having lost popularity, like chickens with bird flu, there might actually be a serious threat if they release a bio-engineered version of bird flu out in the public that is contagious to humans. And I have no doubt that these guys are sick enough to do that. They've already planned 9-11, an unending war, and remember back in the day when they were in cahoots with Saddaam, giving him weapons of mass destruction to use against Iran and others who were against our interests?...yeah...they are sick enough to do something like that. After all, HIV is also bio-engineered, believe it or not. The first signs were in Manhattan and San Francisco was the first reported case. Not Africa. How does an American get it first and then the Africans if it came from Africa? HIV came from Amercia...that's how.
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On a lighter note:
The xanga is no place for a mighty warrior.......lol.
http://www.homestarrunner.com/tgs10.html

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 03:04:42 GMT

God uses Satan's own evil against him, in order to show his good to us who have rejected him.

Committment to truth and love is the measurement of the committment to the one who is truth and love...Christ.

The self-righteous are fools...how can they ever save themselves from death, which is the only constant in this experience men call life.

A chained man who says he is the king of the world is like the rich man who believes he has it all.

What good is freedom if you can't enjoy it becuase your hands and ankles are bound?

Freedom from sin is the only true freedom there is....and that freedom is only found in Christ.